Wow! It has been over a month since I have blogged. My dear friend Brenny made a new years resolution for me- and that is to blog more.
Honestly, I feel like I have a pretty good excuse (well, a lot of them actually) for not blogging much, or at all, in the month of December. My first excuse is....December is busy! Between a baby that had 3 doctors appointments in December, Christmas shopping and the 5 million Christmas' I have to attend- there isn't much time for much extra :) Also I have been busy attending Shelby's basketball games and luckily work has been keeping me pretty busy too! Along with these lame excuses I have been sorta struggling with some 'personal' issues too. I'd say they're not that personal since I'm writing about it online but you get it. I love being a mom and I love Mason but it has changed me. And I dont think its bad, it is just different and I am learning to accept it. My whole life I have been a busy gal and I love to volunteer and say yes to everything and I am slowly learning that I just can't. I am tired. And I just want to be the best Mom I can be. But I also want to be the best employee, wife, friend, coach, volunteer, etc...but I am slowly learning that is too many hats for one person. So, I am slowing down, working on me. working on family time. and trying to learn how to relax.
Yesterday I had lunch with my co-worker and we talked about how the world we live in doesn't let anyone relax. And, unfortunately thats just the way it is and there is little we can do to change or control it. Then today I came across this article http://finance.yahoo.com/family-home/article/111745/things-babies-born-in-2011-will-never-know?mod=family-kids_parents
It is so true and goes right along with how our world is anxious and rushed!
So, thats where I've been.....but, I'm back!
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